7:04 p.m. - 01.07.02
the end of prelude
sorry i'm a total liar and i said that an entry i posted earlier today would be my last, and it isn't.
i don't care if you guys like me or not. i'm not here to win people over. i'm just here for me. writing is the only thing that keeps me breathing. but i am sorry about everything. sorry that i'm a freak, that i almost killed myself, or even talked about it, sorry that i disapointed you, ect.
but anyway i talked to somebody today and she made the world of difference to me. i'm going to go ask for help tomorrow. i don't know who i'm going to ask, but i've got to ask somebody. i can't give up this way. this will be my last entry here because i need to move away from this. i might make a new diary, no ana, no mia, no bin, just trying to be a strong and healthy person. so if you want to be informed of that you can join the notify list and i'll tell you about it when i get a little better.
goodbye for now, i hope that some of you can find it in your hearts to forgive me.
this is the end of prelude, but i hope to move on to the principal or a more important matter (of my life).

the new diary is located at: http://act2.diary-x.com

 

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